Saturday, 20 September 2008

currently bored and alone..just got back from somewhere..uhu. oke. penat nih aku nek tangga. ye la uma aku tingkat atas skali kot. first of all..sesampai je depan tangga na nek uma aku..aku da nampak da kete yg aku rase bole wat kemarahan aku mebuak-buak parking elok je kat depan mata aku. tape-tape. so mendaki la aku na masuk uma. as i open my door..first yang aku nampak muka mamat yang aku rase paling tamalo lam dunia nih. ape ag aku hempas la pintu uma. toleh je kiri aku nampak lak this gurl yang bawak kete as i mention before (kalo lupe bace lik kat atas tuh). so cecepat la aku masuk bilik. tasuke! tasuke! tasuke! menci la. well fyi..this gurl is another human being (if that what she should be) which happens to be tataw malo, plastic, damn bitch (sorry for my inappropriate word but i can't stand her or even look at her make me wanna puke) and whatever words that i shouldn't type in. nape ek aku menci sgt ngan minah nih? that will be a long and not so my favorite story to tell anyone or everyone. just so happen i hate her! aha..k la later..na mandi uhu.

9 comments:

Asmadiana Alias said...

sape ni? nak tau! nak tau! nak tau!

ida dayana said...

ala da taw da kan..
uhu..

Asmadiana Alias said...

a'ah, dah tau dah....
tapi kan after all, i was thinking to myself, kenapa la dorg ni nak kena mingle around sesama sendiri ar? dorg tak terfikir ke nak yang lebih baik? and untuk lebih baik?

sigh.....

xoxo

ida dayana said...

maybe diorg lom jumpa ag jalan yg lebey baek..so at the same time searching their own personality..lom jmp ag tuh. they think skg diorg sonok camni bole socialize without someone stopping them. parents sume jauh tataw what is happening to them. some goes here, i, myself pun tak betol ag. kan kan kan. but we should all know batas2 masing2. so let it be. lambat laun diorg tepiki la.

Asmadiana Alias said...

ye la, but still...huhu..
frankly, i feel like very different now....

sigh(lagi...)

xoxo

ida dayana said...

different as if? before this rapat giler ngan die. pape same2. then slowly everything change to something that i can't even follow anymore. i feel like i was left behind. but then again..kalo di pikikan sib baek la tak follow. i still can think what best for me and thank god i'm still ida dayana not someone that i can't recognize. still the same me which saye rase selesa ngan diri saye. ehe. tayah la piki yg bukan2. let time yg decide k.

Asmadiana Alias said...

betol, betol, betol(sebot cam ipin dan upin)..
let time decide, tapi rasanya macam dah tau ape akan jadi..

xoxo

Asmadiana Alias said...

ida, selamat hari raya...ahah!

ida dayana said...

ape yg da jadi nye..ape yg da taw..ala tayah piki la..
samat ari raye juge..
ehe..