Thursday, 27 December 2007


i just got confused with something..or is it me been thinking too much? huh~ demmit..i hate being like just so damn fucking...arghh..even i can't describe its hard..

Monday, 3 December 2007

on a monday evening

she smells something weird..i saw something riotous

i'm so sorry

people do make mistake right..a lots i guess..and somehow i've blew it by letting all out..not supposed to be like this. not supposed to. not not not supposed to. shit! all my everything that supposed to remain deep down in me..i shouldn't let it should remain silent..remain unspoken..remain shut..shut! shut! shut! i make everything so complex..complicated..making it worst..i push you too far..i'm so sorry..really sorry.

Saturday, 1 December 2007


it suddenly slowly fell down my cheek..wet.. i wipe away as it touched my lips.. it hurts inside..really..badly..hurts inside..